today weren't as good as i thought it would be.Firstly too tired to wake up but still i drag myself out of bed.secondly heard from jane that our art instructor passed away ytd,i'm so shocked by the news.Though she was very strict with us but we knew that it's for our own good.so despite how many time she rejected our hardwork we would have it amended.from this i really really learnt that life is very unpredictable.thirdly going for lab these days really make me think of my great-grandma who just pass away 3 months plus ago.the moment i see the mechanical ventilator,ETT tubes and all the stuff we learnt in our clinical reminds me of her struggling in ICU.i really miss her, how i wish i could turn back time when she is still alive and treasure her more than before.and of course lastly i didn't see someone that i'm so use to seeing and i took it for granted.

looking out for you has already become a habit of mine.i realise you are no longer only bonus to me but something more than that.mayb i should just stop here and not go any further.i think i have reach my limit i couldn't take it anymore.my mind tells me so while my heart tells me otherwise.What am i suppose to do? LOST! so near yet so far.

Oh yeah i nearly forgot that i skip 1 hour of lecture just to eat cheese prata.haha.i thought it's nice but most of my frenz commented that it's too salty.but have you ever eat a sweet cheese prata before? i think i have got prob with my gastric and intestine.have been haveing gastric pain,feeling nausea and even vomitted.i have gt no choice but take zantac and maxalon before going sch these 2 days.i'm glad that my cough is getting better too.