stress-ed.. piss off!!!

have not been updating my blog due to exam.though i'm not as hardworking as other or mugging like crazy but for the first time in my school life i felt the fear for exam. for the first time i did past year paper but i didn't know how to ans my SAQ for the first paper. (demoralise-d). i know i didn't do well for all the paper so far and i'm only left with 1 more to go.just hope that i will be able to pass it.

today on my way home the headline on the chinese newspaper caught my attention.it goes like this "woman molested a man" but wad caught my attention more was the SHOCKING sub-heading tt is "man in his 50s was molested by lady in her 20s who is pretty,sexy and in mini-skirt".for the first time i told my mum let's go buy the paper. haha...what is this world becoming man.

i dunno why but you are getting on my nerve.in the PAST the time tog were filled with fun,joy and laughter but now it's replace with DISAPPOINTMENT,DISGUSTED & IRRITATED.i think you change alot.if it wasn't for her i would have ask you to GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!! what are you trying to do? trying to show me how capable u are? how great you are? how wonderful you are? let me tell you, you are showing how CHILDISH you are and how IMMATURE you can be. PLEASE KNOW YOUR LIMIT.!!! move forward and not backward. do you understand wad i'm trying to say? Don't make me say it right into your face please.i still treasure the so-called friendship that we have now.i will not hesitate to end this friendship if necessary.

realise i'm getting on great.no more of looking back=),but the only thing that i'm still holding on is my class 0531.gonna miss them after this thur.the last day of seeing/meeting each other for some of them.ur have been a great and wonderful classmate.really had a enjoyable and fun time with you guys around.

let me update in detail on what happen on fri.My plan that day was go out have lunch with my aunt,mum and sis then acc her to doc before going to sch.But while having lunch in suki sushi receive msg that i don't need to go back sch as andy cancel it.Kinda sad as that was suspose to be the last day and tog with all my DEARS we plan to take pics.As it's cancel my family was so happy and we start to plan the programme for the evening but turn out the plan was cancel as after the jab from doc my mum couldn't walk.So basically the plan after plan after plan were all cancel.haha.

ytd aunt call to ask if we wanna go over to stay.so me and my sis went over.met up for dinner at chop chop.the food was great.then today went to changi safra.Cycle from east coast to bedok jetty to changi.sound like i have cycle a long distance actually is all link so is kinda short.lolx.after that went swimming.now suffering from post outdoor activity sydrome and that is sunburn.lolx.had fun this few day.shall settle down to study tml liao.and also gonna go renew my PDL if not dun nidda drive on the coming practice.

the impossible turn out to be possible but of coz not the possible that i was expecting.but this was much much much more better than the one i expected.haha...glad that i finally let go of everything and looking forward.no longer bother by it.=)

how time really flies.it's the end of going to school life.my exam is approaching next week and yet i have not start studying.must really mug tonight.well this week weren't too bad.when i gt the msg informing me that i need not go sch ytd i was very upset and on addition i recevie the news from you.

i really dunno what am i thinking.waiting for the impossible to happen? when will it happen? even if miracle happen i don't think the impossible will become possible.or is it because i didn't open my heart to the possiblity?

my sis brought it for me..=)

It's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside.I'm standing here but all I want is to be over there.Why did I let myself believe that miracles could happen. Because now I have to pretend that I don't really care.


I thought you were my fairytale.A dream when I'm not sleeping.A wish upon a star that's coming true. But everybody else could tell that I confused my feelings with the truth.But now I know you're not a fairytale and dreams were meant for sleeping. And wishes on a star just don't come true.Because now even I can tell that I confused my feelings with the truth!But still I liked the view when there was me and you.

at last i have got time to update my blog.i'm in NYP comp lab updating.=)

after today i'm left with one more week in sch. i'm sure i gonna miss school.Nv in my life time i've got this feeling.mayb is because i know after this i will be out in society working already.how fast time past. still remember my life in primary school. the little girl that is being protect by mummy and daddy is now getting out to work soon. i believe the death rate in hospital is on the rise.=P

i totally agree with my mum.sometime trouble dun just come to you,it's you who go find it first.

it really hurts my heart when i see ur cry.i felt so helpless when there is nth i can help.i very much wanted to do something for you but i really dunno what i can do for you.but bear in mind that no matter what i will be there for you.so if you ever feels tired,i will be there.

really hope that my family are all in pink of health.my sis and mum have cartilage prob,and as a student nurse there is nth i can do to help.why??i really hope that there is something i can do for them and yet in SHS i know no one from physio.at least if i know them i can ask for some advice.


你太令我失望。i really dunno what you are think.


it's ok,i'm ok
我不用你陪.
请不要误会，
我只是有点累。