"Love is a game that two can play and both win" i agree with it but love's also a game that 2 or more can play and all lose.

went out to buy things for my cousins as they bday is approaching.Got them piggy bank and i like it alot.Wanna get one too but my parent say cannot.=(

realise that my ICA presentation on management is next thur and yet we haben come to any conclusion yet.hopefully we will be well prepare on thur.

Got to know that we need to buy lecture notes AGAIN.The sch tot we are printing money man.why there is so many lecture notes to buy.

tml mark the end of my week 7.one more week to hols.which also mean that it is getting nearing to my PRCP date.i dunno why i'm not looking forward to it.i dun wanna grad so soon.how nice if time can pause.

IF there is IF in everything,how nice would it be.If i know that will happen i would nv get myself in that kind of situation.If time can stop.If i study harder during my O level i can choose something that i really like. so much if but it's nv gonna happen in real life.

well this week is gonna be a short week.just need to go sch for lesson for just 3 days.But on addition i went back sch on monday for my ICA meeting and driving.i'm glad that i've gt a nice instructor that day.


sister is back from camp.Miss her alot.though she dun really interact at home but without her home, the house is so quiet.everything just don't seems right.


"Love is like a bus, if you miss it, don't worry, you'll catch another one." will i ever catch my another one when i miss it? didn't see him this few days expect that one time when i saw him from a distance and when he turn over to see i realise that afterall i'm nt tt hurt.i was really bother by it but after the weekend(for me to heal/deceive myself)when i face him again it didn't feel that bad anymore.i didn't want to face it i just wanna hide from the fact for the time being. i'll face it bravely when i'm ready to.give me some more time.



"Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart. "

well i had busy or should i say well plan day ytd.Woke up at 9 and went out at 10 for breakfast(roti prata) somewhere. i don't know the place name as my uncle drove me there. I should said it was marvellous,especially for the cheese prata. Then we went to potong pasir to buy medication for my grandpa and back home to "deliver" the medication.Change to a better outfit for orchard.Went to centerpoint first to buy daddy present. follow by hanging round there and i brought myself an addidas cap. Brought dinner home for the whole family of 14. reach home and grandma told us that one of my auntie coming to give us her wedding invitation which is on 18 june. After that everyone start to come in.celebrate daddy birthday.Such a good occasion of course there would be red wine. i tried to get myself drunk for ytd so i can forget everything for that few hours. i can forget what i saw but i couldn't i was awake despite cup after cup.well as for today i'm trying my very best to keep myself busy so as to keep my mind occupied.

it really did bother me alot.why did i get myself into this kind of situation. i wish i could lie to myself but i rather face the fact.how contradicting i'm.hopefully when i get back to sch tml i'm nt reminded about it.


"How can the sun not to shine, when clouds exist. How can leaves not to fall when wind exists. How can i not to fall in love when you exist."

thinking i was late for 8am lecture i double up my speed to sch.But guess wad the lecturer is on MC and i'm sweating like no other business.Suppose to go with my grp to HPB for information on our nursing project but in the end i didn't go.i'm sorry guys.

Realise that i had been doing some silly thing during my 5 hours brk. A Big THANK YOU to ELAINE. Knowing that i'm doing silly stuff she still accompany me.I love you so much that i couldn't do without you.Things seems so fairy tale in the begining but it actually ended up to be a sad and disappointing story.i thought i couldn't be bother with wad i saw but in fact it has a very big impact on me. i really thought that it was for fun all along untill then, it hit me like a thunder storm. Anyway thanks elaine. Really!

decided to move on and nt let it affect me too much. i told myself at most let it affect me untill tonight.That is the maximum that i can take. beyond the i dun know if i can still control myself.

sister went for a 6 day camp.i really miss her alot and this time round i'm worry bout her as her had nt been feeling well recently.Yeah! gt a breakfast date with my uncle tml. He is bringing me to go eat roti-prata somewhere. after that i guess i'm going to buy present for daddy.It's his bday tml.btw thanks nurul and elaine for the idea on wad to buy for him.

Realise how thing can change in just a few minutes of time.

time flies.tml will mark the last day of week 6.still rmb the first week in sch when i was still complain about everything and all that felt like ytd.today was alright. went sch early for elaine actually but ended up abit late as i had lunch with my sec sch frenz.sadly to sad i didn't get to see someone i hope for.

i realise i'm starting to love you more and more.Can you tell me how should i stop myself from falling in too deep and getting hurt in the end?

"Is that love i see in your eyes, or merely a reflection of mine?"

Life.

As usual on monday i have my group meeting just that i dun have driving after that.But i had a dinner date ytd night.For my 3034 i stood in front of this board regarding abortion writing the helpline/hotline available desperately.It's so embrassing and worst of all is that i met my sec friend there.Leave at about 1 for home. I took a nap as i was so tired as i read 'Emergency Chirstmas' till 2 the night before and i'm someone that need 8 hours of slp a day.It's a nice story. Later in the night went AMK hub for gathering.Really enjoy ourselves. For some of them it has really been a long time since i last see them.But we have gt a date again next month.Looking forward to it.

As for today went to sun plaza for country manna after sch with elaine.We had been enjoying food recently. Rather save on cloth and spent on food which will be digested. But i still think it is worthwhile.

Been 'crazy' over this particular guy.He is not good looking but he certainly gt the charm that attract me. Seeing him in sch is like a bonus to me.

U may be out of my sight, but not out of my heart. U may be out of my reach, but not out of my mind. I may mean nothing to u, but u'll always be special to me.

Finally i have uploaded the pictures in my blog. Hey elaine this slow uploading gt nth to do with my short leg ok! anyway hope tt u have nt been to the photoshop already.