well i had busy or should i say well plan day ytd.Woke up at 9 and went out at 10 for breakfast(roti prata) somewhere. i don't know the place name as my uncle drove me there. I should said it was marvellous,especially for the cheese prata. Then we went to potong pasir to buy medication for my grandpa and back home to "deliver" the medication.Change to a better outfit for orchard.Went to centerpoint first to buy daddy present. follow by hanging round there and i brought myself an addidas cap. Brought dinner home for the whole family of 14. reach home and grandma told us that one of my auntie coming to give us her wedding invitation which is on 18 june. After that everyone start to come in.celebrate daddy birthday.Such a good occasion of course there would be red wine. i tried to get myself drunk for ytd so i can forget everything for that few hours. i can forget what i saw but i couldn't i was awake despite cup after cup.well as for today i'm trying my very best to keep myself busy so as to keep my mind occupied.

it really did bother me alot.why did i get myself into this kind of situation. i wish i could lie to myself but i rather face the fact.how contradicting i'm.hopefully when i get back to sch tml i'm nt reminded about it.


"How can the sun not to shine, when clouds exist. How can leaves not to fall when wind exists. How can i not to fall in love when you exist."