how amazing when things change without you knowing and how you fall for someone without knowing why.these few days not too bad at least i'm not late for sch.things really happen when you least predicted it.

had been in rather bad mood recently.thanks qing ren for being there to listen to me when you urself not in a gd mood to.i'll alway be there for you.

skip lecture to have "lunch" with elaine.end up i only drink fruit juice as my breakfast haben digest yet. haha..

spot a new potential again today. it's a army guy.

this is specially to my darling(elaine)!

this is specially to my qing ren(xin yi)!

today went to casunria curry to have roti prata again.I have a very heavy breakfast.after that went to the reserviour for a walk.after that back home to do my hard copy and powerpoint slide for project.it not completed yet but the outline is there already.hopefully i can get it done nicely by next week.

left with 5 more weeks in school,which mean after the 5 weeks i won't get to see him anymore.really out of sight out of mind already.hopefully i can see you for the last 5 weeks.donno what i'm hoping for actually.haiz.

finally nursing project is over.really have to thanks ain for her hard work.if it wasn't her i dun think the presentation would be so successful.ytd after sch went to marina for steamboat with elaine,xinyi and shuhui. really had alot of fun.today went to bei sheng lou for dinner with my family to celebrate uncle's bday and i spot i new potential there.

when i manage to convince myself to stop falling for you, you appear in front of me again.you make my hard work go down into the drain and now i have to start all over again.but if i was given a choice i would still hope things is still the same.i wouldn't wanna change anything.

to elaine if i said or did anything that hurt/upset/make you angry, i'm really sorry. i didn't mean it.

to xin yi, thanks for being there for me when i really needed someone.

things wasn't as bad as i thought.manage to suppress my emotion today.even though i felt kinda empty when i didn't c him for 2 days but it also make me realise actually i wasn't so into him afterall.i believe the feeling will be gone soon.life still goes on.

hoping to see him but on the other hand hoping not to see him.why do people have all the luck whereas i dun have it.

think i should really go to the doc one day and check what's wrong with me.

well wad a "expression" i have got in 2 pic.was taken on a day when i'm very sick.

i called my driving instructor by his name so loudly in the public.Kavitha thought it was my frenz.she was so shock when she knew it was my instructor.haha..

kind of depress today.just dunno why. but i have a compensating theory.despite not see-ing him i saw someone that brighten up my day.it applies to my fri last week and today.=)

after struggling i decided mayb i should just stop myself and not let things gt worse.

爱与被爱，你会选择那个? 幸福和痛苦只是一线之差!

which is true? 'out of sight, out of mind' or 'distant make the heart grow fonder'.i wish out of sight out of mind applies to me but proven other wise. decided not to push myself to the edge. 顺其自然。anyway i'm left with 2 more month in school.

would you be there to love me?
would you be there to take my breath away?
would you be there for me?
would you stand by me?
would you say u love me?
would you run with me and nv look back?
would you say things that are alway true?
would you say that you will alway be the one?
would you hold me tight?
would you ever notice me?
would you just care for me a little more?
would you hold my hand?