things wasn't as bad as i thought.manage to suppress my emotion today.even though i felt kinda empty when i didn't c him for 2 days but it also make me realise actually i wasn't so into him afterall.i believe the feeling will be gone soon.life still goes on.

hoping to see him but on the other hand hoping not to see him.why do people have all the luck whereas i dun have it.

think i should really go to the doc one day and check what's wrong with me.