after so long i finally found some time to sit in front of the computer to clear my mailbox and stuff, and i rmb i've neglected my blog for a very long time.on general i'm doing fine though life isn't good.working life is so so so different.started work for months and i'm still adapting.met my mentor and she told me it take 1 year to really settle down.i guess by then i'm already out of nursing.in working life u can see how people get away from their respondsibilty by putting blame on the others.i realise it's important to build rapport with people u are working with.


recently a new SN joined us.it seems that he have got attitube problem i guess he really just cannot adapt in our ward.or should i said he have lost all the skill he learn when he was in sch or when he was young??


how a person mood can really affect the attitube i guess.today u are treating me so nice and cm u are like nothing had happen.i really hate that feeling and the behaviour of yours.


i'm really very very tired i need a rest and away from my working enviroment.i really donno if i can survive till the end of my probation.i HATE working.