after so long i finally found some time to sit in front of the computer to clear my mailbox and stuff, and i rmb i've neglected my blog for a very long time.on general i'm doing fine though life isn't good.working life is so so so different.started work for months and i'm still adapting.met my mentor and she told me it take 1 year to really settle down.i guess by then i'm already out of nursing.in working life u can see how people get away from their respondsibilty by putting blame on the others.i realise it's important to build rapport with people u are working with.


recently a new SN joined us.it seems that he have got attitube problem i guess he really just cannot adapt in our ward.or should i said he have lost all the skill he learn when he was in sch or when he was young??


how a person mood can really affect the attitube i guess.today u are treating me so nice and cm u are like nothing had happen.i really hate that feeling and the behaviour of yours.


i'm really very very tired i need a rest and away from my working enviroment.i really donno if i can survive till the end of my probation.i HATE working.

it has been 2 weeks since i start working as a SN or to be exact 3 weeks.can you belive it? i'm working already. no longer a student. student no more!!! i really miss being student. Work had been tough especially when u have PSY pt. life are nv fair and easy, but people at my work place make going to work all worthwhile.

really not use to being SN still rmb 1 day the student call me staff nurse and i didn't reply and when the CI call student i actually reply her.haha.i guess the part worth looking forward when you start work is ur pay day~.otherwise life had been rather systematic.wake up, go work, slp.that is almost everyday life unless there's a plan on going out.

a quote from my ward sister:Happiness is a journey, not a destination.
Work like you don't need money;
Love like you've never been hurt;
And dance like no one's watching..
~~Life is short, dun waste it on regrets~~

sorry girls! have been busy working. First of all a HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIEMEI!! you know i'm not good at wishing ppl so yeah~.I really MISS you girls you know. Second THANK YOU CHIN.you've always been so sweet.forget about that person man coz i already forgive and forget.=)

life as a HCA has been fine up till now,but abit busy and tired.there are pros and cons for both HCA and SN.being HCA you can go home on time,have 1 hour break,not much of respondsibility and lastly DON'T NEED TO COMMUNICATE with DOC(which is the best thing).as for SN you don't need to face too much butt.i guess i have a "shit face" coz all my patient have been shitting well."GOOD DIGESTIVE SYSTEM"=)

started working as a HCA since 3 march. really miss those days that i stay at home and rot.i like the staff there but the job just drain all my energy away.nth special in particular happen.so life just goes on and thing still stay the same~

you've changed.you're no longer the innocent you. you lied to me!i'll no longer trust you and i nv wanna see you again.you've become someone that with do anything just to achieve your goal.are you that desperate?i despise you.don't pretend that you nv wants it to happen when deep down in ur heart u are so glad that it happen.note this:gt out of my sight.u're NO longer my friend alright?

Late entry.=x

On 16.02.2008 went out with my family on my mother side. It had been sometime since we all met up tog though some are still missing(what a waste).Really enjoy that day out with them even though we are 'aimless'.

When being asked what love is?

A four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.
Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.
When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said,
'Nothing, I just helped him cry' .That's so sweet isn't it?